Darkness Rains

Most would feel so drenched inside
from constant raining, we abide...
these tears we shed among our souls
lost and sad, alone and cold...
But break from shedding, darkness lies
a light will shine from lover's eyes
a feeling close to broken hearts
love inside from which it starts...
Recovery from all the pain
drying of the darkest rains
puddles of our deepest fears
dissipate from lack of tears...
Settle soundly...close your eyes...
dream of starlight...forget the lies...
cover faces...in a smile...
contentment...
salvation...
of self.



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Breaking Broken Anything

Breaking broken lives
means nothing more than a tyrant
ruling over anthills where
corpses lay in waiting for their destroyers to
come and feast upon
the misery which has left them...
Breaking broken hearts
means nothing more than watching
happiness come and flit away,
here and not,
sad and depressed but laughing maniacally...
Breaking broken glass
means nothing more than stepping
into eternity of pain and screaming as
black and grayish blood seeps
from the soles of our feet and gently paves way
for the demon gods of nether realms to
follow in our shadows,
stepping slowly and silently
in our footsteps as everything collapses to
nothing and nothing to less...
Breaking broken anything,
mainly shatters one thing
while building something else to
something greater than before,
generating smiles upon our faces
as we see our work is done,
and our work is good

My Autumn Lily

My voice into the wind to carry every butterfly
sparkle in your eyes reflections of these fireflies
your voice into rain to bury every tear soaked stain
in a smile...my autumn lily.

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Unconscious

Dancing lights
shudder as the earth sways
sounds made but unheard they stay
sky box changing day to day to day
from sun to rain to snow to sun to snow to rain
my heart beating, stopping, beating, stopping, stained
bleeding essence by broken veins
beating too fast but beating still it remains
treasure in my chest contains
that which you hold in reigns
the charter course...
The future.
Close my eyes like teary water mains...
Unconscious...

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Lucia

I am broken by these hands
but you don't seem to understand
the feelings that I feel inside
the pieces of my broken mind
falling always from the sky
like the rain that angels cry
piercing flesh like roman spears
tainted blood and tainted tears
taking stance within my chest
flowing swiftly as I dance
fluid movement side to side
swaying like the waves and tides
crashing down and breaking bones
of the men who few of known
never heard the screams they cried
on the wind throughout the night
wisping slowly through the town
making nary but a sound
in ones dreams the child smiles
seen by none for miles and miles
but the one for whom she's come...
Lucia...

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Awakening

I laughed the loudest at the beginning of my dreams,
every piece of who I thought I was is a puzzle piece in me.

Every waking up nightmare is still just a dream
every glimpse of this madness is Satan in me...

Wake up.

Open my eyes,
closed for so long,
the silent wind blows dust beyond...
Every sight I have seen
is just, another reason
for me to have faded, back.to.the-end...

Feet falling to the ground as each fails to stand
every limb of humanity will wither and bend...

Lightning will flicker like fireflies will rend
the darkness is sign, as these eyes close again...

Wake up.

Closing my eyes
open for so long
the hurricane buries us in dust from beyond...
Every sight I have seen
is just another dream
for me to have lived again....

Carefree, Perfect...Childs play

Glowing faces spread wide the room with light and youthful enchantings
as even tears fall pure with sparkles of newly granted star lights...

Footsteps echo silently from little ones as play ensues in every corner...
Darkness sits still and can't help but bear an unseen smile,
to the many smiles looking about without care nor stress...

Not a care in the world but what colors of playdoh can be mixed.

Nothing tampers with the perfect state of a child's soul.

Nothing but time,
but what a thing that allows itself to wait and watches lazily as children play
and be what only they know to be.

Not sinful, not stained, not lost...
Just perfect...
Just perfect...

Perfection is a child at play.
Beautiful, precious, and in every corner of the world...

Forever.







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I'm sorry it took so long


Looking through the hour-glass we see ourselves trickle down...
Little grains of human life fall and then we drown...

I don't have these things called memories
I have these living nightmares
waking I find they're still there...

Don't have the time
to keep on waking
I wish to sleep through seizures
in comatose I'm shaking.

Gray walls of skies these little boxes
containing hearts of those who we lost
slowly beating,
dust in these veins, slowly breathing.

Won't take a chance to looking back
to see the sights which I saw past
I never realized...

The deep-set pain inside my eyes...

Feeling fear of deepest torment
You never once opened your eyes
to look at me and smile your first smile.

You never once opened your lips
or touched to mine your fingertips
to show I care I could not see
I blocked the world for you...

I'm sorry...for me.

For all the years since you left me
I never cried I lost my chance to.

I didn't understand the loss
til years gone by, your so long gone.

I wish upon my weary star another wish to where you are.

I don't want to miss you....I want you
to be...

here forever,
in this little gray weathered box....

...for me...


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Graveyard of Dead Television Screens

Sitting in deep thought upon a television screen,
graveyards of dead picture boxes,
broken, fractured, fading ever-scenes.

This happily, this ever after,
seeming just a dream.
graveyards of dead televisions,
static on a screen.

Speaking words of utter silence,
whispering a scream...
wondering of life's true meaning,
what does all this mean?

Broken minds like broken strings
the broken things behind the screens
of love and life its what it means
to be alive, to hear the screams.